muses.

feeling sick,
so god damn sick.


whats with everyone?
i feel lost.
i feel super pissed when things dont go the way i want them to.
and i cannot control my temper and behaviour when i get pissed.
i'd fucking shout and scream and whine like a kid.
whats with me?


im working super hard, schooling 28 hours per week with tons with assignments, partying every weekend, hanging out late every night...
im amazed by how much i can take.
there's so many things to do, so lil time given.
i've always wanted the perfect and fruitful life,
always packed and busy with activities.
and now that i've gotten it,
im not a bit happy at all.


i feel like im on the verge of a breakdown.
i need a break from all these,
but still, things wont feel right if i concentrate on just one of these things.


year 2007 is coming to an end.
like 2006, there isnt much of any achievement that i've got.
tell me, what should i fucking do to make myself feel better?



now,
i just wanna hurry and complete my dip,
take a break to pick myself up and i'll be ready to go.



im super annoyed with stupid pple who live in their own world,
and i guess they made the right choice to study mass communication so that they'll be able to relate to pple better,
however, sadly, they failed to learn anything bcos they stil cant relate to pple.
so just fuck off, faggots.



had a long weekend,
but bad cramps on thu,
worked on both fri and sat, then exercised on sunday. not bad eh!
:D



mahjonged with siyong and gang twice during this long weekends, won 20 in the 1st round and lost 8 in the 2nd. but i still win overall!
spent both fri and sat nights partying.
sunday was more like a rest day but i went out to ball with wayne, gang and jessie.
heh.



now im home and am ready to hit the sack.



fuck for having to go school tml.