school.

its a cold night,
but still, im thankful to have my xiaomei over here with me for the night, bcos she made it heartwarming.
:D and i love you my dear!



its weird how my brain functions. its like sometimes im really cranky and nutty and super doop high, but poof, it'd be like gone in a flash and i'd sit there all teary or super frustrated about general life issues.



god dammit,
i had an awful sunday night.
it was so fucking bad that its prolly the 1st time i've cried for like 2 months or so.
i got so affected by what i saw and all;
the awful side of life.
i never thought stuff like this'd happen in real life bcos its super dramatic!
it got me real blue for the whole of today as well.
ARGH!



been trying hard to cope and keep up with school for the 1st 2 weeks.
so far so good i guess.
just trying to adjust back to the norm school life.
(:



its already oct 30th, 5 more days, till no-one-knows-what.



cut me some life someone.
nights.