advert episode 1

yesyes.
as you would have guessed, im in class. haha.



shu told me that she realise i blog alot when im in school. well. nothing better to do in school whattt! might as well use the time to do sth interesting like er.. blogging. haha.



zzz. in advert class now. (:
going to find kathy later to do my nails. heh. yes, finaly! shoo ugly nails. im not really sure if i wanna do acrylic or gel or 3D nails anymore bcos the after effects are horrible! its like my nails are so freaking weak now i feel they're gonna break anytime. ):



but they're so pretty! sigh. im feeling fickle. but then again, its just nails. i shouldn't let the bimbotic side of me out. haa.
shall take a look at the nails and nail colours and make my decision later. heh.



you've grown. he say.
like how? i asked.
feeling.



ZZZ.
totally an unsatisfactory answer!
well. nvm.



so have i grown?
grew up enough to realise life doesnt always goes the way you want it
but not enough to do something against these thoughts and urges to force things to go my way.



oh well.
drop this subject.
i've been going round and round this topic for some time already. some things just wont change. haha.



been feeling quite unhappy and bothered by some things.
it really sucks.
like sth stucked right in ur heart and you cant seem to hit it out.
argh.



nvm.




and someday, you will be gone.
i miss you.