hatred.

my boyfriend hates me.
):



he hates my way of life.
he hates the way i behave.
he hates the way i get pissed drunk when i club.
he hates me going so wild.
he hates me to go party.
he hates me being unreasonable.
he hates me to want to win all the time.
he hates the way he feel oppressed when he's with me.
he hates me to smoke so much.
he hates the helplessness he felt when i got out of control.
he hates to have to tame and restrict me.
he hates me
he hates me
he hates me.




but i love you benn.
i know deep down you love me too.
(: