old king cole was a merry old soul,
and a merry old soul was he..


today's a great day.
woke up to find myself almost fully recovered from the horrid flu and cough.
(:


sometimes i wonder..
what takes a man to give care, concern and put in efforts, sometimes beyond expectations and limitations, for another man.
perhaps it comes with expectations (like a result they were hoping for), or motives (like personal benefits or gains).
at least thats how i view it.
or maybe some would start the whole bullshit theory about love.
okay..
and i'll start the rolling of my eyes.


maybe someday i'll understand,
maybe i'll never understand.
oh well,
i'll take whatever that comes along.


my mind's whirling,
not from the painkillers i've popped an hour ago,
but from something else..
something indescribable, and something amazing.
something i look forward to.
something that..
something that..
something that i have qualms about.




and im in love with my own sins..