hello, stranger.

because it never was...

generally,
humans like to compare with each other for everything-
we like to justify our choices.

i support our doings because it makes us feel better, in a way, and it makes us stronger by teaching us lessons.
however,
i dont think that i've learnt enough to feel satisfied.

i've learnt,
good enough just to do dishes, dump thrash, play host, fend for myself, and most importantly, to be independent.
thank you.

its nothing great,
but the lessons learnt are valuable.
i've learnt, really.
barely enough but i think it made me stronger.

you know,
i hate to be nice.
because the nice people always get hurt real bad.
i'd like to be evil,
so i will never get hurt.
and i want to have power,
so everyone will be at my beck and call.

time,
is priceless.
how much time do you need?

trust,
is priceless,
it takes time to build,
and it can be broken within a second.


love,
is an illusion.
it does not exist.


until.............



defeated, completely.