rants.

because...


i wanted to write an entry that starts with the cheesy 'its a cold and chilly night, im alone and feeling emo' shit on one of the days during the long weekend but i was just too preoccupied with doing nothing in particular.


the first issue that came onto my mind was the reason(s) behind comparison.
i wonder..............
why do people compare?

i guess humans compare simply because its our nature to want to get the best deal.
thus, when we're stuck in situations like-
1. there are several choices available and we get to choose one of them.
2. we made a choice and we are unsure if it is the right choice because shit happened.

we'll start comparing.


there's absolutely nothing wrong with comparing,
but i dont like it a bit.



the second issue that popped, or rather, slapped me hard on my face would be an inevitable issue with many: money.

after much discussion with my boyfriend,
we feel very disgusted and frustrated with the way people act when it comes to issues with regards to money.
i dont like it when my boyfriend gets over generous with spending on people who's out to gain benefits, and will never return a favor at all.
i dont think these people deserve that.
we can choose to be generous, and we can choose to be stingy.
but hello?
we are not charity.



lastly,
dont ever, ever, fucking beg/force people to do things because you dont want any conflicts.
i fucking hate it.
i dont need the company of people who aint spontaneous.



i played and done my part.
he played and done his part too.
have you played your part?



because you dont deserve to be here,
anymore.



i will continue the rants when i come back from lan gaming and dinner.
XOXO.