so sick.

so sick..



i want shit to happen,
not.
i want to have fun,
not.
i want exciting activities,
not.
i want to exercise self control on certain issues,
not.
i want to be pissed,
not.
i want to be happy,
not.
i want this,
not.
i want that,
not.



i dont know what i want anymore..
not.





just let me be..