complicated.

sadly..


been going around in circles on the same old topic,
but im still gonna be firm on my stand:
the higher the expectations, the harder you fall.


sometimes i just cannot understand why im taking things the hard way.
maybe it really does make me stronger.
or maybe im just living in denial.
who knows?


but then again,
when you dont expect, then there'll never be an outcome,
and you will not have any goals.
and that leads to you not having any possible sense of accomplishment at all,
in life.


why must simple stuff like this be made so complicated when it surfaces as a problem of mine?


as i've always said,
actions really do speak louder than words.
and i want to see the real actions.
before i judge, before i trust, before i start to believe my own eyes.


whatever i say dont really matter that much, aye?



why bother?