break.

certain things have reached the point where there is no turning back.
there is no redemption available,
nothing left to do.


suddenly,
it just struck me.
and i actually understand how it feels.


im utterly sorry.
because i couldnt decide on throwing in all my stakes or saving them for another day when my luck is proven to be better.


im frustrated,
with shits that i've been responsible for.
the clearing up is killing me.
hopefully,
the process is slow enough for me to be ready all over again.


give me a break.
really.