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shit happens.
and sometimes, somethings just will not happen, and they probably never will.
just like how i promised to upload and update my blog in my previous post and i never did.


back to the former occurrence,
thats exactly what im experiencing now.
its been quite awhile since i last felt like this i must say.
it really sucks.
makes me feel like shit. feel like screaming, feel like finding ways to vent my frustrations but its 4am and who am i to turn to?


i used to write ambiguously,
it is mainly because i like to remain mysterious,
keeping readers guessing but never giving them the exact answers to riddles..
now?
i guess there arent many readers and this is probably just memories for me as i grow, to look back at my past.


and i thought things are going good..


goodbye stupid fool.
hello,
whatever is waiting..