boy.

boy,
do you remember?

the times when i cried on your shoulders pouring out the pain i've kept in me?
the horrid stuffs i kept deep inside me,
secretly, until they reached their limits?

and you told me to follow my heart, and do whatever that makes me happy.
you gave your advices.
i nodded in agreement to your words of wisdom and realization.


boy,
let me tell you straight.
this is what i want, and im sure about it.



boy,
i know you will be disappointed.
but you must know,
no matter how strong one might be, emotions are really hard to conquer.



boy,
no matter what i do,
i know you will stand by me.



and boy,
i love you.




specially dedicated.