of late.

hello world,
it must be hard on you guys,
hearing no news from me for such a long time.
you guys must be wondering and guessing how've i been coping with my loss in materials.
well apparently,
i think i've been knocked really hard with the icy cold stoned fact,
and i know everything's gone for good.
i guess thats prolly the last sentence you're gonna hear about my loss.
so there.


okay,
maybe not.
i know its super contradicting but still, this next sentence im gonna say links back to my loss.
damn,
im still doing nothing much lately,
but i dont feel as lousy when im doing nothing now bcos when i start to get my ass out to work, i earned myself a TOTAL loss instead.
so,
yeah, you've got it.
i've been partying, mahjonging, and hanging out till super late almost every other day.



right,
i feel ultra foolish.
how could i lose my stand and get conquered in the stupidest manner!
this is super duper embarrassing.
i cannot believe myself.
damned.


i wanted to type out how i feel,
but i realised that im in a loss of words.

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