shit times.

it hurts fucking alot when the hard and cold fact is witnessed and justified.
and that, is something i really fear.
knowing where i stand now really bruised my ego badly.
the expectations..
the fight,
the disappointment.



ha,
i feel stupid.
i should've known how much i meant in others' lives.
i shouldnt have those expectations,
i shouldnt, i shouldnt.. i shouldnt.
whats the point of apologies?
i dont need them,
because they wont reverse the facts..




happy birthday, you..
if that still matters..