jaded.

feeling uber pissed.
at everyone, though i know it isnt exactly their faults, but still, i just need to feel like that as its the only alternative i know to vent my frustrations.


okay,
photo galore.

the hangout with the gang at balcony.









day out with the love at beach road, bugis, and town.





stayover.







photos that best depicts my emotions.


alritey,
anyway right, i tend to have alot of issues on people whenever im feeling moody or angry,
so here's one, straight out from the oven.
i hate people who live in their own world with their other half!
seriously,
thats not the way it should be, damn.
i guess i sound a lil too harsh aye.



the boyfriend's gone to thailand..
for a whole month.
looks like i'll have to really handle shits alone this time.
before he left, he gave me a gift..
no, its not a goodbye kiss, its not material, its not a hug, not a talk, not a letter..
its nothing you'd ever imagine.
he gave me my heart..
but the heart's all black, rotten, soured up.
it is super stupid to have such things happening at such a time,
but i guess it wasnt under my control for such happenings.
well,
you're gone love..
but i love you all the same.



leaning against the wall of my bedroom,
i feel so alone.
not a word spoken,
just mere staring and typing to a bright screen for the past 3 hours..
flipping through old entries of those naive days..
pool of precious formed in the eyes.
and as i shut my eyes for that moment,
the world seem to stop moving.


how i wish.
there was never a time like this.
how sad,
how torturous.


jaded.