what i call love.

its the 25th of feb.
im just sprawled on my bed doing nothing in particular.
its been 4 days since i've last touched the computer, whereby the last exam paper of my entire polytechnic education occurred.
been blog hopping actively once i got my hands onto the computer, and i've read many others' thoughts on their graduation, which inspired me to actually come up with this entry.



oh well,
graduation made me feel really terrific,
but the thought of having a possibility to fail my repeated module really turns everything off.
been through loads of shit and happy times in the polytechnic days..
had tons of fun during year 1, shit happened in year 2, attachment was pretty okay, the killer semester was actually the last semester.
imagine being flooded by over 30 emails over a weekend, all school work related.
damn!
hah.
met many people,
many of which i dont even wanna bother waving to, not to mention talking to,
some of which i consider as friends,
and some of which that i love.
lets drop the subject on the 1st group of people and just let the spotlight shine on the 2nd and 3rd group of people.


eunice thong
eunice went through loads of shit with me, but i guess we went through more happy times tog, right eunice!
(: i know she'll agree with me.
her constant reminders, nagging, and the help she gave in completing some assignments really got me through my last semester.
she changed my mind about giving up on my assignments by pairing up with me and making it a point for us to meet outside and complete our assignments tog.
i am more than happy to be able to have her nagging at me actually, because i felt comfy with her, as she's always getting entertained by my stupid actions.
even though she calls me a bitch and tells her sister that im a lazy person, i still love her!
and i know she loves me even though im sometimes a disturbance to the public and her.
ha.
she's now in hokkaido fishing for salmon to make her sashimi, and im missing her already!
i've dreamt of you in my dreams for the past 2 nights eunice, if you happen to read this.
now you know how much i love you!
:D
come back SOON!



chen chia hong
also known as cyrus, which i feel is a disgusting name, is a very very very nice dude. he has a funny malaysian accent sometimes, and he never gets angry at me mocking him. okay, i know all those that i mentioned above are damn random. okay, nvm. anyway, he is a dancing king who is super duper enthusiastic about having fun. he is my kaki for short breaks, but i think he's pretty dumb; he's always keeping himself busy with editing of videos. he is damn bo sim to his girl, whom i know in person, and she's a very nice girl, bcos firstly, he isnt romantic, secondly, he doesnt remember dates until the very last min, thirdly, he stole stars that people made for me to give it to his girl on their anniversary! can you believe it! haha. well, all in all, he is a good man. so i'll wish for him to turn into a true blue singaporean soon. LOL.



farhanah elmu
one of my favourite bitch, super loud, super funny, super bitchy. but i love her all the same. you better do well next sem nana! meanwhile, lets hit the clubs babeh! :D



other people include shushu, jazreen, chengwei, isabel, audrey..
you guys brought me happy times in these 3 years as well..


alrighty,
shall update on the recent happenings.
been having fun for the past 4 days, esp with the boyfriend.
we stayed home tog for friday, where we watched TV and DVDs,
and we headed to yuhui's 21st bdae celebration chalet on sat. nothing much happened at the chalet, just gambling, both mahjong and blackjack.
and i won 30 bucks in total.
headed home tog after the chalet and we had an early night.
sunday was pretty good as well,
we woke up early and the boyfriend was sweet enough to cook noodles for brunch.
we then headed down to beach road where he got his stuff for army, and we went to bugis junction to grab present for yaoqing, before heading down to winsland house for fish and co with the gang.
8 of us watched L: change the world at plaza sing thereafter.



sadly, boyfriend had to book in after the show.
i cant explain why but the thought of him going back into camp tonight squeezes my tears to the edge of my eyelids..
well, i suppose its because i had spent so many days staying in with him that the moment i knew he isnt gonna be around with me makes me wanna cry.
adding the this terrible issue is the fact that he is going to thailand for training for a month.
i guess i'll have to keep myself busy with work and friends..
meanwhile, i've promised him to go for driving lessons consistently.
(:


i appreciate my boyfriend alot.
and the love i have for him is indescribable in words.
5 years, and we'll still going on strong..
i thank you for being here with me love,
for being tolerate with my terrible attitude and behaviour,
my horrible demands, my violence..
thanks for buying me things that i want all the time.. even when you had your eyes on sth, you'd use the money to buy the stuff that i want instead..
and thanks for coming for me everytime i needed you,
esp the recent incident when i fell sick and u came all the way from changi to my place for me..
and the night when i was overly stressed with exams and you came over and watched me study..
you keep me strong, and you keep me going..
i love you.



am pretty tired from blogging..
gonna hit the sack.
ciao.