monday blues.

im feeling blue.
though im wearing black today.
):



sometimes things get out of hand and can get really evil.
im really feeling down.
as though there isnt anymore reasons for me to stay on this place.
all i wanna do is to slog my life and earn money.
though we all agree that work sucks big time,
but i guess money is a reason that can remain unchanged for a lifetime for people to work hard for.



the past weekend was a lazy one.
i skipped work on fri bcos i wasnt feeling very well.
but then again,
i was well enough to hit town for drinks and all after work.
see the difference?
unwell to work,
well to play.
grr.



was out with the boyfriend and guys on a bachelors night.
can you imagine how boring it can get for a girl to go along?
okay,
you are sooo wrong.
it was okay.
bcos we did the usual things.
drink and drink, and tts about it.
nope. we didnt have any strippers or specials.
hur.



then i was work on sat.
boyfriend went to attend the church wedding and poor me had to work.
but it was okay,
cos i met up with vernis dear for coffee at night.
:D
then i headed home.
showered, changed and went down to batok to be nice.
and after supper and all,
i headed home,
feeling heavy hearted.
so much for being nice.



and that is the problem with humans.
they think they are so good and doing some particular thing will make them a saint.
some things do have an adverse effect.
so i swear my balls off that the next time i want to do sth, i will think it a zillion times before putting actions into plan.



sunday?
hur,
i slept through sunday, and ended waking up on a monday morning.



so,
good morning world.



here i am to rant.
bcos im feeling fucking unhappy.
super duper unhappy!



i hate happy people.
they turn me off.
i hate people who are always fucking smiling.
i just wish to rip off their smiles.
i hate you, and you, and you.



its time to wake up.


and i dont want it this way...