times like this.

and its times like this tt i miss you...


hello.
its been a week.
and its monday again.



i wonder...
why is monday associated with blues?



oh,
we lost the friendly match on friday, but i dont think we're really bothered or disheartened by it.
:p
coach brought us to this coffeeshop in batok after the match, and we had seafood for dinner, but on our own expense of course.
ha.
headed home after dinner to find myself heading downtown with the intention of watching a show, but unknowingly ended up at velvet dragon, which is actually the former momo but there was a couple of revampment.
the couches and toilets are different, as well as some of its decor, and tts about it.
could still remember how my phone was stolen there.. and the thought boils my blood.
grr.



saturday night was pretty much enjoyed with the good old company.
chou, ben, skinny and honey.
(:
we had mahjong all night long at honey's place.
slept at about 8 in the morning and was late for work on sunday!
ohoh,
skinny and chou got really fascinated by my corn!
LOL.
LMAO.
:p



work was horrible on sunday,
but couldnt get any worse after work.
oh well.
i was right.
people are evil.




so, i thought monday was gonna be a bad day.
took a cab to work, and the uncle drove past the PIE exit tt i was supposed to exit.
i was taking a really short rest on the cab and when i opened my eyes, what i saw was tt the exit was to my left and im on the furthest lane to the exit.
like,
WTH!
haha.
then i told myself, its okay. there's another exit tt'll get me in a short detour.
i shouldnt let this minor thing spoil my day, and ta da!
the uncle only took ten bucks from me bcos he was really guilty.
(:




1 down,
2 more to go...
and im waiting.
waiting.
bcos i know you'll be back.
believing.
(:



im confused.
sometimes i feel tt i've split personalities.
it sth like i can be really crazy this moment, and i can just cry as if its the end of the world the very next moment.
and i mean very next.
sometimes i dont know what exactly i want from things i do.
is there some particular outcome i wish to see?
or is it just for me to have a short termed goal to pass my time?
or to satisfy what i define as life?
yeah,
and time will solve everything,
prediction would be tt nothing present will still stand.



i miss playing zombie games.
i miss home.
i miss drinking tom yum soup.
i miss playing mahjong.
i miss playing bball.
i miss shopping.
i miss my bed.
i miss my bolster.
i miss whining.
i miss eating at home.
i miss eating ice cream in the middle of the night.
i miss watching tv.
i miss..
i miss..




okayokay,
snap outta it.
(:
the last of you.
literally.
go figure.




youshen.





frame it up and let it go...