monday blues.

you, my daily dose of laughter.



good morning world.
(:
sometimes..
sometimes i feel that everyone in the world is so stupid.
sometimes i think that some pple should grow up and get a life.
sometimes i wonder if pple realise that they are really naive and juvenile.
sometimes i wish that i would understand the truths even if they could be ugly and really nasty.
sometimes i wish i would stop being so horrible.
sometimes i wish i could cast away my pride to achieve things i need/want.
sometimes..
sometimes..
sometimes i just wanna think no more.



9th April 2007.
haven thought of this particular date for a long time already.
well, i was on the bus ride to work this morning and then this thought just slipped onto my mind.
the ninth. the used to be magical date.
i could stil remember vividly the secondary school days where dates were much more significant to us.
maybe a short extract of a casual conversation that occurs very frequently in those days might be able to describe the situation better.
it goes like..
"hey, its the *whatever date* today, its you and your boy's anniversary ya? so, how long have you two been tog already?"
"er, oh, its the 15th month anni"
"woah, tts fast, you guys have been tog for quite long ya.."
"aye, (: *details of plans with the current boyfriend that particular day*"
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.
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then it goes on and on.



it feels sad not to be counting the days now.
haha.
i suppose the only thing tts on my mind now's counting down to the end of attachment, which is like aug, 4 months away.
anyway, i just realised that i've survived 3 weeks of work, and just started the 4th and is still doing okay.
ha.



im really tired today.
my eyes are gonna close anytime.
im deprived..
of you.
(:
and of sleep of cos.



and i wonder..
why im missing you like crazy..



i feel lost suddenly.
but its okay.
i'll take my time to pick the pieces and paint the perfect picture.


pretty optismitic huh?
;p



im going to yahoooooooo to read the news.
(:



bb.
<3




you and me..