fucked up.

if only..



i was blog hopping and i came across totally different lives of my friends; some really happy and contented, some really upsetting, some is as naive and stupid like before, some sound more settled with their lives...



this short blog hopping session of approx an hour or so made me think alot. esp about my own life. there were a whole mixture of contradicting thoughts like, for instance, some people are so blinded over love, which is sth i find absolutely stupid and cant understand, but is it a fact tt im icy queen or is it bcos i always keep a protection shield and expect the worst? on a more negative side, i started to question their happiness; is it momentary? is it just on the outside? are they dying inside?



grrr.
whats with me man.



oh yea, i went to cafe del mar last night. one good advice would be that you should only go there with your baby and not your friends. :D all of us were so bored we finished the drinks quickly and headed down to geylang for some frog. haha.



and it was a bad morning for me.
fancy getting yakked at early in the morning.
god dammit.


fuck it man.
im starving, and im craving for some pasta!
so, pastamania, here i come!



;p
ciao.