the fucked up year.

what am i to do?
im sitting on my bed, feeling fucking sore.
am not feeling well. esp after losing money on mahjong, and some arguments with people, not forgetting the bad throat i've got.



i mean,
its really horrible.
i slept at about 10 in the day, and i practically slept through the whole day even when mickey came over and we were supposed to watch beautiful boxer tog.



so, i slept all the way til ten plus at night, and the gang was supposed to hit the clubs tonight, but majority of them didnt have the mood, so yeah. i met chou and john for dinner, then we went to jurong for mahjong. lost a frigging 65 bucks, and wanted to cont poker at jj's place, but there were disagreements.



am super pissed.
picked up an argument with exo and jj after i couldnt play poker.
yeah.



feel fucking sick of the world.
of everyone.


of work,
of school stuff,
of family,
of friends,
of the social life,
of you.





and i thought it was a good year..