the stupid things you do.

i realised it is totally retarded to blog and tell pple how much i've won during cny. totally senseless. i will stop tt.


i feel damn annoyed with everyone, and myself especially. by stupid things that occur.



its one of those emo days again.
im feeling really down.
jus came back from mos, but my energy level is still like 80% valid.



yeah 80% fully used for the wrong reasons. transforming the energy into some horrible ass kicking emo mood is soo wrong. so, tell me, what the fuck is happening. someone, please tell me, cos i feel so damn lost.



i feel fucking empty.
i'll always be cheery when im out with others, but once i get my ass home, i'll be damn annoyed and upset.
yeah, im just like any normal being who's vulnerable to loneliness.



its daddy's bdae tml, gonna have to go town and grab some present for him. (:
there's so many things i really really wanna do, though i jolly well know that i'll never be motivated to do them, for instance,

1. take my notebook to IBM for repairs
2. start to take driving lessons
3. go on a holiday


argh!
be my motivator please.
im gonna slp.
ciao.









you were my world.
you were my everything.
you gave meaning to my life.
you gave me life.
you..
you..


are gone.




and i would give up my everything for you