f.

the stupid weather is making me sick.
and upset.



i dunno what the heck is wrong with me.
my heart's feeling quite sore.
my mind's whirling.
i feel annoyed with myself.
my life long attempts of achieving perfection is getting faint.



sth's amiss.
i've been searching for the colours of my life.
nothing satisfy me.
period.



may loneliness embrace me.
and stay with me till the end of time.



bcos nothing matters anymore.
emptied.
take me away.