get tipsy.

people;
complicated.
complex.



sometimes it takes a whole life to discover what one is thinking.
sometimes it takes nothing to know one.



i miss dad.
i need my pillar of strength.
i need to be motivated.



the sinner.
the uncontrolled.




im awake.
finding it redundant to do things tt doesnt make sense anymore.
i need to clear my mind.
i need to breakaway.




met up with dearest today.
ever the same old strong girl i knew.
ting was there too.
dinner was great.
if only my heart was fully focused on the dinner.
bcos there's more to it.



and i knew it.
long before it was exposed.
or was it.



self delusion is one of my strong points.
tts keeping me moving.



honey came for me at marina after shopping and dinner.
robin drove us to club 97.
had too much of a drink.



never has this feeling for a long time.




hush, baby.
dont cry.



xmas is approaching.
drop me wishes.



gonna turn in.
ciao.