emo.

haven been feeling well lately.
haven been happy.
have been feeling so empty.
are you feeling so?



tick tock tick tock.
time's not waiting for me.
are you?



life is becoming such a bother.
what would you do if i were dead.
will you die with me?
will you cry?



for hating me, i blame you.
a coward, i call you.
for not pursuing what you know you want.
i call myself.
another coward.



the joy of seeing someone in pain.
is what you cannot tell.
calling for action.
but a failed attempt.



if only you knew what i meant.
what would have become of me.
and what would have become of you.



living life like the dead.
wishing one day life would surpass and bring me up.
how possible is that.
possibility almost none.



carry on.
because words are deceiving.
actions are truth.
they make people realise.
they make people cry.
they make people regret.
they make people upset.
they make people go crazy.
they make people really emotional.




they make people me.



sing the song that got me.
sing the song that brought me back.
sing it.
because i want to hear it.
because..
because.
there's more to it.



naive,
you may call me.



fancy getting all puffed up bcos of life.
weak.
admit it.



putting up a strong front,
yes i am.
are you?



give it up.
bcos it doesnt do you good.
it doesnt do me any good either.



it could have been so beautiful,
she said.



where's the other chapter?
when's the other chapter?
its so faraway.
im falling apart.
im dying out.



its so beautiful,
yet so painful.
cry, my love, please cry.
for me. and for you.



so deep,
love so deep.
and fall,
fall so deep.



the dead one.
are you gonna come back alive?



define love.
show me love.



because life is so empty.
because life's a bitch.
and so am i.



tears,
quit falling.



lynn,
stop being weak.
step up.




and you told me its forever.