confusion.

feeling frigging moody. very very upset. and this stupid feeling is killing me. i feel like dying. i feel drained. i feel like sleeping. i feel annoyed. i feel like bashing pple up. i feel like burning the school down. i feel like slapping certain annoying pple. i feel like kicking the teacher's balls. i feel like i feel like. ARGH.



im so caught up.


i feel so lost.
work, school, family stuff are adding to my stress. i think im gonna breakdown.
i wanna sort out my thinking, but other factors are affecting me.
im tired.
tired like i can fall asleep right now.



life's unfair.
for pple who are important to me.


like my mom, my dad and so many others..


what more can i say.
im actually ashamed to have complained about my minor problems.



help me someone.
tell me what to do..


if i give up, i'll be fucking stupid. and lousy. and rotten. and horrible and fucked up.
if i don, i'll be a cheat.



every man for himself.
i feel selfish.


im fucked up.


i dont wanna be upset.
i wanna be happy.
but if tt means i'll be taking somebody elses' happiness away,
wouldnt i be worse than an animal to agree on tt?



and y do i seek for help here?
advice and opinions will not change my mind on my decisions on issues.



fuck it.
wanna think no more.