sudden.

and so here i am again,
in the same scenario, however though with a different computer.


old songs that i adored a few years back then played in my fren's computer, bringing in back memories.


some were good,
some were upsetting.


and here i have,
a fren i considered dear,
crying when she heard these songs...


this is the first time i saw her crying and first time in my life where i actually sit beside her, stunned, not knowing what to do..


i feel so helpless,
i jus wanna cry with her, and get all the unhappiness that i've bottled up for so darn long...


and at this very moment,
i feel really weak.


they jus started dropping.
the precious tears i've kept inside me for so long..


im jus staring at the computer screen,
typing and typing all these


i've lost my sense of direction in life.


my everyday have become so meaningless.


someone,
please show me the way of life.



stay with me.