lost.

then again,
i had a long and almost unbearable day at work.



i swear just a lil bit more and i'll snap and yell at the customers. seriously annoying at times lahh. some of them.



today's different though. i managed to wake up early to prepare to get to go to work by bus, but hell, i frigging waited for the bloody 171 for 20 mins. damn pissed off lah. :/ different also in the sense that i took a bus home right after work. however, the ride home was seemingly long, perhaps it was just me being too impatient. for something that i have absolutely no idea what.




i feel quite upset.
someone who has a particular special and somewhat strong place in my life is affecting me.



oh lord, please rid of all my unhappiness.
and rid of all the wrong accusations of me. all the misunderstandings and whatsoever.



hey.
what you see is not what you get.
i wish i could prove that im much more sincere as a person.
time shall resolve everything i suppose.



feeling pretty cranky.



shall go get some rest.



byee.